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To my best friend Kayla Martice Sides:
Hopefully you will see this. I see you so happy at school all the time; smiling and laughing and making jokes with me. But here is the thing, Im not stupid. I know how it is. I have been in your spot before and I still sometimes feel stuck there. At school, you mask your sadness and when you are home, you let it all out. So here is the thing, we have been BEST friends for how long? Oh yeah, almost four years. I love you TO DEATH! And honestly, seeing you like this kills me, kills me more then it would for me to see anyone else in your situation. And I know you feel alone… all the time. But you aren’t. You know Im here for you, or at least I hope you know this. I hope you know that you can tell me ANYTHING. I would never judge you, never tell a soul your secrets, and I would never hurt you. You have been there for me through everything, the good and the bad. I love all the good times we had and will continue to have. I promise you I will not let our friendship disinigrate. I have told my parents plenty of times and Im going to tell you, I don’t care what they say, you will always be my best friend and that will never change. I don’t care what they think about you, I won’t stop talking to you(not that they have told me to, because they haven’t) and I am not just going to give up on hanging out with you. I wish there was something I could do to make you truly happy. I hate seeing you sad, truly. It hurts me. You are absolutely beautiful, and one of the strongest girls I have ever met. You have been through more then most 16 year old girls should have. And you really don’t deserve half the shit you get. But you know what, what you go through will truly make you stronger one day. I love you Kayla Sides. You are my best friend, my sister. <3 Im here for you, 24-7. Don’t ever forget that.
